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Childhood Temper Dysregulation

Within the past several years, I have noticed more young children, adolescents, and teenagers with difficulty managing their emotions.  This behavior quite often takes place when they are tired, stressed out, overwhelmed, frustrated, or told to do something they don’t want to do.  Somewhat like the “perfect storm,” when all this comes together at once, the child will rapidly go into a rage, or have an emotional breakdown.  I’ve seen and heard about rages that can become quite hostile and violent.  For the few minutes of its duration, the child will often “black out” and not recall what they said or did.  This can be an especially crucial time for the child and those around him or her.

These violent outbursts aren’t necessarily the actions of a “spoiled kid.”  These behaviors may be indications of what are termed “temper dysregulation” or “mood dysregulation.”  Without proper professional diagnosis and treatment, these rapid mood swings won’t just go away on their own. If there is a history of a mood disorder on the mother’s or father’s side of the family, then there becomes a strong possibility that the children may inherit these tendencies.  Not too far in the past, we could only diagnose these kids with early onset bipolar disorder.  Now the diagnosis is much more specific and treatable using the term “mood dysregulation.”  When absolutely necessary, psychotherapy and medication management has significantly improved these kids’s ability to manage their emotions.


Drinking From My Saucer: Author Unknown

I’ve never made a fortune, and it’s probably too late now.

But I don’t worry about that much, I’m happy anyhow

And as I go along life’s way,

I’m reaping better than I sowed.

I’m drinking from my saucer,

‘Cause my cup has overflowed.

 

Haven’t got a lot of riches,

And sometimes the going’s tough

But I’ve got loving ones all around me,

And that makes me rich enough.

I thank God for His blessings,

And the mercies He’s bestowed.

I’m drinking from my saucer,

‘Cause my cup has overflowed.

 

I remember times when things went wrong,

My faith wore somewhat thin.

But all at once the dark clouds broke,

And the sun peeped through again.

 

So Lord, help me not to gripe,

About the tough rows I have hoed.

I’m drinking from my saucer,

‘Cause my cup has overflowed.

 

If God gives me strength and courage,

When the way grows steep and rough.

I’ll not ask for other blessings,

I’m already blessed enough.

 

And may I never be too busy,

To help others bear their loads.

Then I’ll keep drinking from my saucer,

‘Cause my cup has overflowed.

Author Unknown


Clergy Burnout and Depression: Who should I tell?

Who should I tell?

When you are a pastor with depression this can be a serious question.  This often becomes a difficult trap. Let me set it up for you.

If I tell my congregation it shows weakness and the gossips will ruin me. It is not the right example. It would be like a doctor going to his/her patient for counsel. If I trust another pastor how far can I really trust him/her?  He/she may feel an obligation to tell another pastor higher up on the chain and then it may get out and ruin me. Another problem in telling a colleague is that most of them are married and spouses often tell things they shouldn’t. I could tell my wife but I have come to realize that a spouse should not carry all of my worries along with her own. She is not built for it and I need to be careful what role I use her in.  My wife knew I was struggling but she could not be my counselor. I have also had experience with boards and they often just don’t get it. One of my boards thought I was being lazy when I was facing radiation treatments for cancer because I was staying home more (they knew about the treatments). It just never entered their mind that I might be depressed too! I actually had to bring a note from my doctor declaring that I had cancer and depression and needed to be excused from work for a period of time. It was a humiliating experience that left me no privacy.

Then I had to contemplate the big decision. What if I tell my district and ask for help. My district had a counseling hotline and people in place to help. However, previous experience with church officials had left me wary. Could I trust anyone? I doubted it and for a long time this is what kept me from getting help. I figured if I told the district I had depression they would have to do an investigation and would want all the details.  I decided in my mind that this could ruin my career. If I was right then how would I support my family in the future? What further embarrassment and humiliation would I have to go through as well? Have you noticed how many times I have used the word ruin? This is the ploy of the enemy as well as our own self deception that keeps us from getting help.

Anyone who is a pastor would understand the last paragraph and could probably add some other features to this trap in one’s mind. I was there but am I ever glad I didn’t stay in the trap. I finally called the hotline (Most church districts have one). They gave me a phone counselor and helped me find a local one as well. The phone counselor asked me if he could tell my district just enough to get more help. This is where my fear rose up but I was in such distress I finally agreed to let him tell my district. That was pretty scary! Now listen to what happened.

The district never pried into my affairs but they did pray for me. The counselor was able to keep confidentiality and the district paid for most of the bill! I know not all districts are set up to do this but mine was! I was floored!  None of the scare scenarios in my mind had come to pass. I was still free to pastor in my church and allowed to candidate at any church with an opening. I would not have believed it was possible. Yet the most important fact was I finally got professional help for my depression.

Even if everything had not gone as smooth as it had I was still in need of help. That’s the most important point in this blog. When you are depressed for a long season you need professional help! No excuses! I have come to the understanding that all those scenarios were false and amounted to little more than excuses for not getting help. Yes, I am admitting that pastors, like all people, have many defense mechanisms in place. These must be broken down. I am not going to fool you, it takes some true humility and a swallowing of one’s pride but it is worth it. It is also biblical.Pride brings a person low, but the lowly in spirit gain honor” (Proverbs 29:2 NIV).

Interestingly, I now have changed careers (to counseling) so this experience all became a springboard for finding my passion in work. If I had not trusted someone I don’t think it would have happened. I shudder to think of what my inaction might have led me to. Pastor,  if this sounds like anything you are going through then send me a note on this blog. Let’s get you some help!


Office Closed Wed. Feb. 2, 2011

Our office will continue to be closed tomorrow (Feb. 2, 2011) due to the weather conditions. We will contine to check the answering machine if you need to call and cancel an upcoming appointment. Please stay warm and safe.


Office Closed Feb 1st!!

Our office will be close Feb. 1, 2011 due to weather. We will be checking the answering machine and making decisions about tomorrows appointments later today. Everyone please be safe!!


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